Monthly Archives: September 2005

ER Noldi (Approximation)

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IR Noldi (Approximation)

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Frostischelik

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Approximation (Ornoldi)

Img_0040    about 38 x 34  acrylic on canvas

Olitski

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Jules OLITSKI

       

Moses Path, 2001

       

acrylic on canvas, 101.5 x 122 cm

http://www.charlesnodrumgallery.com.au/OlitskiLI06.htm

Departure High

Img_0032Dave ready to go Thursday morning on the 8 am bus to Boston.  From there the train to Newark airport, where he caught an Air India flight to Paris.  We had a phone message from him last night.  He and Cecile were watching re-runs of "Sex and the City" in French.  He starts his teaching duties—English and music—at a suburban high school in two weeks.  Cecile is getting a masters this year in cultural affairs administration (as in being director of an Alliance Française or something like that).  It will be her second masters degree, the first in teaching French as a foreign language. 

Best of Ames

Here are some passages in Ames’ Wake Up, Sir! that I liked.  May not be the best, but they give a good sense of some quality aspects of the book.  Especially the tonal nuances Ames gets into the narrator’s tale of himself. 

   I girded myself so as not to be weepy.  It’s always unnerving when people are loving.  The slightest act of kindness–taking the time to put a lunch together, write a note!–directed at my person and I fall apart.  Goes against one’s core beliefs about one’s self.  Sets off a skirmish on the inside.  I’ll be the first to admit it:  my whole unconscious–well, I’m somewhat conscious of it–outlook on life is built on the premise that I can’t stand myself and should be shot.  So if people love you, it makes it difficult to go about your business of being blissfully self-destructive and impulsive.  (38)

People don’t expect too much from literature.  They just want to know they’re not alone with being confused.  (125)

     You see, every now and then I glimpse a person in my life for just an eyelash of time, and the dearness of this other human being–in this instance, Jeeves–strikes me as a revelation, and my love for them becomes  so obvious and clear, not obscured by judgments or fears or distractions–the rush of life–and it’s a very beautiful feeling, and I’d like to tell the person, but I’m not sure I can express it, maybe it would frighten them, or maybe it will frighten me to say it, maybe it will sound hollow and false, and right next to this feeling of my love for them, like something across a breach, is the fragility of it all, the mortality of it all, the hopelessness of it all, and I sense the coming loss before it has happened, and then usually the mind clouds over and I’m back to pressing on to the next event.  (193)

     I was aware that I was acting atrociously but I couldn’t stop myself.  Rarely had I behaved in such a manner.  But I guess when we’re feeling lonely in life, we attack those who actually do love us.  It’s one of the things that characterizes human nature and can be summed up in one word:  FLAWED.  (261)

     I went in.  Slow. Cautious.  Being in her was a revelation.  I had nearly forgotten what it felt like to be in a woman.  When it comes to sex, I think we all suffer from a kind of amnesia.  We can never fully recollect what it’s like.  Our memory doesn’t allow it.  So we’re compelled to do it over and over, again and again.  I think this memory loss must be a function of the brain.  Good old Darwin!  He knew what he was up to.  (271)

It’s interesting that only the French and the Chinese have distinguished themselves when it comes to dry cleaning.  You don’t hear anything about Portuguese laundry.  I wonder what the difference between French and Chinese laundry is?  It’s sort of like shiatsu and Swedish massage.  The Swedes, of course, have made a name for themselves in the massage arena, but not laundry.  (332)

Honk if You believe in Winter

Morning walk earlier, heard a strange honk, looked up and sure enough some geese flying low overhead.  Dave leaves tomorrow.  Talked with my sister on Sunday.  They are doing fine, now in a place in Lake Charles, LA, vacation home of one of Basile’s clients, so pretty nice place.  Some of the boys are driving into the city this week to see if they can get into any of their homes to pick up things.  Orleans Parish seems a bit worse than Jefferson Parish.  Anne’s house in Orleans.  The whole court system has moved to Baton Rouge so Basile’s work will be there and he has something for a few days in Houston.  Anne sounded good but there is a new layer of exhaustion just under her voice, and the not-knowing-what is next edge of shock still there too. 

We continue to enjoy an incredibly gorgeous stretch of weather.  Clear skies, clear air, cool and warm, especially around 3 in the afternoon.  Very cool at night for perfect sleeping with the windows still open.  We’re entering into New England’s best season and I don’t know why we don’t have a regional extension of summer.  We should take off every day possible in this splendid weather and enjoy it as if it were July.  July was so wet this year that this September sunshine is doubly delicious.  Let’s cancel class today and go walking in the mountains. 

Two Key Lines from Today

these are both from www.andrewsullivan.com

NORTHCOM WAS READY:
The military was prepared to help before Katrina hit, according to
NorthCom’s Lt Commander. All they needed was a presidential go-ahead.
They didn’t get one.
- 5:08:00 PM

 
BUSH PANICS: His
nomination of Roberts for Chief Justice seems like a strange gamble for
me. Someone who has not yet been on the Court should now be leading it?
I know there are precedents, but this strikes me as a way to buy time.
I know the polls are showing limited damage to the president. But it is
a given at times like this that people rally to their president. They
haven’t. So Bush reaches for safety. Deeper down, the crisis is worse.
We face a perilous few years. Bush has just given notice to al Qaeda
and others that this country is utterly unprepared for a possible
terrorist calamity; and the people of the country have at best
luke-warm confidence in their commander-in-chief. I take no pleasure
whatever in this scenario. We are both deepy divided and deeply
demoralized about the effectiveness of American government. That’s not
how you win a war.

Laughing at the Rose Colony

Finished Wake Up, Sir! and boy, was it delightful to the very last word.  And so delightful the last few chapters that I read it slowly and sometimes more than once because I wanted to be sure not to miss a single word nor a single nuance nor a single chuckle and laugh.  I have not laughed so much with a book since I can’t remember when.  And I mean belly laughs and out-loud laughs and lots of mirthful chuckling.  Ames is marvelous.  I enjoyed his earlier book, The Extra Man greatly also.  It is touching and warm and offbeat (some good scenes about transvestites and transexuals for the offbeat quotient but mainly about an odd couple friendship between the older man Henry and the young innocent, Louis.  The book has lots of humor and goes where many authors fear to tread with great grace and innocence and courage and style.  So I was prepared to enjoy myself with Wake Up, Sir! but, as the saying goes, I was not prepared to enjoy myself as much as I did. 

The back cover of the paperback has 13 "Hilarious" quotations from newspaper and magazine reviews.  Plus some other glowing praise.  When you see that you say, No, I’m sorry, but if that many critics have said it is "Hilarious!" you know darn well it cannot possible be that funny.  Funny ha-ha maybe it places, but not hilarious.  That is just more Reviewing Hype.  Recall the back covers of those two novels about Henry James I just read a few weeks ago.  They also had all sorts of glowing and heartfelt and beautifully phrased praise all over them.  But half-way into each book, you say to yourself, gee, didn’t anyone ever tell this writer back in grad school that writing a novel about a writer is not a good idea, and writing an imaginative, novelized biography of a Famous writer is an especially not good idea.  And while you are reading these books, you are sort of holding your breath from chapter to chapter and saying, ok, that wasn’t too bad, I guess I’ll keep going, and Yes, you certainly are showing us that you can pull this off fairly well. 

When you are in Jonathan Ames’s hands, to the contrary, you just lean back, relax and let him charm you, entertain you, make you laugh and laugh and laugh.  And yes, by the time you are one half to two-thirds of the way through, you are saying to yourself, those reviewers and critics, each one of them, was right, this book is freakin hilarious.  Hilarious is the only word, the best word, the word that this book was designed to illustrate—and maybe, now, no other book could ever do so quite so perfectly.  And with such good, clean writerly fun about a writer and the writing life and especially about one of those writer-arts foundation colony places you’ve heard of but have scant idea what they could really be like.  The McDowell Colony here in southwestern New Hampshire.  Yaddo, The Provincetown Fine Arts Work Center and other such places.  Ames does a gentle satire of what he calls The Rose Colony and of the artsy-writerly life and calling that gets howls of laughter from us while still endearing us to the denizens of Rose we have some come to enjoy.  Alan Tinkle, for example.  Well, I must stop here but will add some postscripts, perhaps, later on.